saya tanak jumpa awak lagi.

awak bukan yang terbaik utk saya. i think so. when you are down,I tried my best to be there for you. when you are doing something im trying very hard to support you but NOW when you have become somebody you treat me just like a TRASH. thanks to you. awak tak pernah pun nk share happy awk dgn saya. Tak pernah. susah dgn saya,senang dgn kawan2. baguskah begitu? tak langsung oke. :) let me be the one that you will lost.

i think i miss you..

i think i miss you.
where should i start?
i have no idea.
i wish you are reading this..
i'm not like you.
i'm not strong like you.
this saying is dedicated for you.
yes,YOU.
if i can turn back time
i would not say those stupid things
i wanna say sorry
i wanna apologize to you
but i know it's too late.
i was not in a great mood on that day.
all because i miss you too much.
you are the one who triggered everything.
you have no idea how much i missed you on your absence. 
you pushed me.
i'm not asking you to forgive me
just give me a chance to say SORRY
then i will let you FREE
I MISS YOU.
yes,YOU.
:'(

sy x sempurna, awk pun sama juge :'(

sy kecik hati..
kecik hati dgn ape yg 'die' ckp.. :'(
jgn bandingkn sy dgn sape2 pun.
sy tak suke!


sy x sempurna.
awk pun sama juge.
tp xbrmakna awk bleh ckp kasar dgn sy.
awk nk sy blaja mcm2.
awk nk sy join itu ini.
sy ikot je.
tp xbermakna sy kn tahan je telinga kalau awk kasar dgn sy.
sy tasuke perangai awk mcm tu.
:'(


sy x sempurna.
awk pun sama juge.
tp tade pun sy bandingkn awk dgn org lain.
sbb sy tahu sume org tasuke kalau dri die dibanding2kn dgn org lain.


sy x sempurna.
awk pun sama juge.
dah byk yg awk buat.
tp sy biar je.
sy simpan je senyap2 dlm hati.
sbb tu kot awk xpenah sedar ape yg awk buat
ape yg awk ckp
buat hati sy sakit.


sy tak sempurna.
awk pun sama juge.
kite sama2 x sempurna.
xslh nk menegur tp jgn bandingkn sy dgn sape2.

sy mkn hati dgn ape awk ckp kt sy smlm
sbb sy x sempurna 
and awk pun sama
:'(

'here' :))

masuk mlm ni dah dua hari sy tak betol2 tdo.. btol2 tdo means tdo dgn nyeyak di atas katil dan tilam beserta bantal yg empuk.haih.rasa sakit hati sgt tgk dak2 dlm umah ni tdo especially si kecik tu..kecik besar kecik besar je nmpak dia kt atas katil tu.isk.nak tdo juge..wuaaa!! (~.~)
tau knp sy xdpt tdo??
sebab kes buat keje last minute laa ape lg..menyesal wooo..tp x ubah2 juge perangai sy ni.bile kelam kabut ceni teros pasang niat nk berubah.''sumpah tanak buat keje last minute lg sem depan.''kononnye.tp bile masuk sem baru,mcm tu gak perangai.haih.tp cuba kalau encik amor sy yg buat keje last minute,sy la org yg paling hebat skali melantun kt die.hahaha.mengong! :P
ooouhh!!
lupe..eheh!
sy tinggal satu sem je lg kt sini.
oh,can't wait to complete everything's here. :)
before sy decide nk blaja kt sini sy slalu bersedih hati pk benda yg dah lepas.
sedeynye tuhan je yg tahu.tp btol la ckp org, Allah tu maha menyayangi.
walau sebesar mane pun salah dan dosa yg kte dah buat Dia tetap bg kte peluang utk memperbaiki dri kte.
kt sini byk yg sy blaja..
blaja tentang masa depan.
blaja mencari kehendak hati.
blaja membetulkan kesalahan dri.
yg paling penting kat sini sy belajar mcm mane nk appreciate ape yg sy ade skrg.
to repeat the same stupid things i've done before..is something that won't happen again.
never!
i have my own life now.
new environment.new friends.(mostly adik2 je sume kt sini,but imreally happy to be around them. :) ) new spirit.new personality.but im still the 'old' hanie. cuma tukar gaya sket. hehe
i wont forget everything that i learned here because here i finally found my real me. :))
thank you ALLAH for giving me this opportunity.
appreciate what we have now.family.friends.knowledge.life.
we wont feel its value until they leave you then you will know how much they mean for you.
gotta continue my work.till then.
ladida~
:)

imma theatre's hard die fan!!!! :D

morning y'alls!! :)
harini rasanye first time aku tak tdo blik lpas smayang subuh..slalunya wajib tdo blik.(kalau weekend je la.weekdays mmg tak dpt la kan sbb kelas sume pagi..huhu) hehe :P
rasa mcm nk g jogging laa kt taman layang2 alang2 dah bgn ni tp macam malu la plak nk g sorng2..or maybe i should just go?kalau pgy berteman best sket nk jogging..malu la nk lari sorang2.hukhuk
ouh btw,nk cite smlm aku g tgk theatre entitled ''cerita anak siapa?''.. boleh tahan la cite die. pasal anak dgn parents. it can be said that uia's production is one of the best. i toldya this not because i used to be an iium student..but i said this sbb mmg theatre uia best2 tak kisahlah either under production BENL or LAW..both mmg superb!
i've became a theatre freak since i was in matrix lg..masa zaman skolah2 dulu mana penah tau theatre tu mcm mana. bila dah msuk uia bru tau apa tu teater..aku penah la gak terlibat skali dgn teater masa matrix dlu tajuk die 'adoi saleha!!' hahaha tp aku join choral speaking je. im not good in acting..malu2 kucing sket aku ni kalau nk berlakon depan org ramai.GUGUP.tp kalau presentation  tak nervous plak.pelik tak?haha ;D
one of the reason aku tak leh nk miss tgk theatre is because encik amor saya salah sorang org yg berada di atas stage tu..which is called pelakon teater. hahaha. hebat la encik pelakon! :)
die bleh berlakon pape je karakter kalau nak tau..hero,perogol,kaki pukul,bapak org,anak derhaka,servant,player,apek cina (wlwpun muka mamak) hahaha..im proud of him. :) jgn 'berlakon' di luar stage dah la yer.. ;)
ekceli cite yg aku g tgk smlm 'cerita anak siapa?' tu was based on a true story..it happened to one of my encik amor's collegue.kesian and sedey kalau dgr.hurm.tp bagusla die wat cite tu bleh jd pengajaran utk sume..
hurm.kirenya aku nk ckp kt sini berbaloi la g tgk teater semalam tu..(mana x berbaloinye,tiket ade org blanje.haha :D)i hope that uia could produce more great play after this.u guys rock!!! ;P

i'm back!! :D

olaa!
lamanya tak conteng2 kat blog saya nie..hehu.harini tetiba rasa mcm nk update blog plak sbb td tgk membe update blog die.hehe.pastu try la nk tukar2 background pe sume sbb tgk blog org len sume cun2 wooo..blog saya?hampeh.pffft. :P tp tak bjaye punn.ughh! stress. sbb saya ni tak penyabar orgnye. loading lama gile so malas dah nk tunggu2. lantakla. tade background pun takpe kot. nnt nk suro fira ajar lg..hehe.sowie fira..akk mmg lembab bab2 teknologi ni..ngeng!ekceli tade mende baru pun nk cite saje2 je ni testing nk tgk blog ni active lg ke tak..luckily still active.so credit for me.yeah!nnt saya nk hasut nadia lawiya a.k.a gendot shang(wahaha) join alam blog ni plak..baru best meh! ahaks. :D k lah malas dah nk merepek byk sgt ( this is my problem. im very2 bad in writing and easily get bored with it. so honestly i don't think it is necessary for me to have a blog kan?tp takpelah.alang2 menyeluk pekasam biar smpai ke pangkal lengan.) hehe. :P 
bubye  guys! 
ladida~ :)

saya budak baru belajar :)

salam :)
saya budak baru blaja..i mean blaaja pasal dunia blog ni.before ni tak penah terfikir pun nk ade blog sendiri..tp sbb da terpengaruh dgn kwn2 so..here i am..eheh. :P 
sy budak baru blaja kalau salah tolong tegur ek..almaklumlah sy ni mmg ngeng sket bab2 IT ni..buta IT bak kata org..nk buat blog ni pun kene along sy yg ajar..tak reti tp nk jugak.wahaha. :D erm..kiranye sy rase excited la jugak sbb ni first time tulis blog..sy ni ske merepek pastu kadang2 emo ntah pape so sesuai la kirenya kan sy bergiat dgn blog ni..bleh conteng2 kt sini..yippi!! :D